Hi Reegan,
You might be interested in Fweddit. We do all sort of small-gang focused PvP and this is a great place for your to start blowing up spaceships. You will never ever be treated as some sort of disposable random number that will be discarded at whim by directors, as commonly seen in large corps.
I strongly believe that you will be a great fit to Fweddit and undoubtedly, they are the best bunch of people I have ever flown with. We understand that RL comes first and there will be no rush and hassle to participate in fleet 24/24. Even if you won’t join in the end, feel free to hang out in our Discord and join our public fleets!