(TLDR at bottom)
So after Fountain fell, I had a pretty decent amount of assets sitting in 1DQ. Trying to figure out what I wanted to do, I decided to liquidate the excess. Our Esoteria campaign kicked off, and I decided it’s time to sell the super, and my caps so I can isk to have more fun burning things in Esoteria. I figured I’d just build new ones once the war was over. With an expected kiddo on the way, I knew my play time would be sporadic and inconsistent so chewing rocks and running sites to pay for the fit wouldn’t be too bad under the current mechanics at the time.
Fast forward to now. I’ve been setting goals and working towards long term projects. My first is working on replacing most of the ships I sold or lost during the war. I’m slowly chipping away, getting those small milestones. I’ve purchased a new niddy, a new fax, a new Rorq, but these ships feel different. All my old caps, including my super, were built by me. Using my Rorq and alt in a Hulk. Hanging out on comms with my corp mates as they grind towards their production goals. My new Hangar Queens were all purchased, almost exclusively from producing and selling PI and moon goo. If I lose a capital ship now, I just need to sell more PI, big whoop. I generate about 300mil a day of P4’s, I’ve got this setup pretty optimized for 3 accounts. When I lost one of my old niddys, or my last dread in FWST, there’s a time investment and memories attached to those ships, and I think that’s what really feels different. I don’t have that same emotional attachment towards what I own, because it’s way too complicated to build anything.
I remember watching my hangar fill up with ore, then minerals, then cap parts, making spreadsheets to track how many more minerals I need to collect. Grinding to get the isk for the fits, took time. The logistics to put these ships in the oven took teamwork. Hell it took me 6 months to get my Hel in the oven, but it was rewarding. The current system is just so tedious, skill intensive, and overly complicated, it really just isn’t fun. Am I really going to enjoy spending at least 6 months building a Niddy, as a fly all over the galaxy praying to RNG Jesus I find the right gas cloud?
As I get older and my play time isn’t what it used to be, maybe a couple hours each night to play after the little one goes to bed. I spend about half that time doing something PI related (CCPPLEASE make PI less time consuming, I rather be flying in space instead of looking at planets) and the other half of my time is spent chasing some filament nerds who yeet away as soon as they don’t like the odds or I’m doing some sort of PVE.
The game feels different…aspirational goals don’t seem achievable. I’m thankful for the friendships made from this game, I just wish CCP would understand for every major patch that’s happened over the past 2 years, I’ve lost corp mates who just don’t see the point in playing. My Corps discord currently has more people that used to play eve than do play eve. The most rewarding industrial related goal I’ve reached with my corp mates this year wasn’t even in this game, we built some rad stuff in Satisfactory together.
Taking the crown from the Rorqual was needed, I get it. We can’t turn back time and make things like they were before, but please make production of anything bigger than a battlecruiser fun again. I miss my friends, and it may already be too late for most of them to come back, but give us a devblog that makes us look forward to the future, give us a patch that doesn’t have more bugs than features, I want to talk good about you guys. I don’t want to start every conversation about this game with a disappointing sigh. Give us something to look forward to please.
TLDR: I’m big sad, I miss my friends. I used to build most of the ships I flew, and it was super rewarding. Big ship Industry is so tedious now I do 6 hours of PI week and just buy the ships and that’s not rewarding. I don’t know if 6 hours of PI a week is rewarding, but at least it’s profitable and an achievable goal. I’d like to have an update to look forward to and stop giving a disappointing sighs when I talk about this game.