Hello, and welcome! I am from Cold Pixels. We are USTZ based and are new bro/veteran friendly. We have a strong group of pilots willing to teach you if you are interested in joining here is a bit more information on us as well as the discord link. Come stop by and see if we are a fit for you! As always, fly safe! O7
Best thing you could do is not to join in again. Leave the game and live life. Real life is more important then a pixel screen.
But if you still want something then i’ll contribute here on the forum instead of sending a mail.