Last Island, City of Moisant, Octanneve V, Solitude
Blue stretches for endless miles overhead, unbroken in every direction save for a single sun casting warmth and light very near the horizon.
Underfoot, another blue, darker in shade but likewise endless in view. Lapping gently at the pylons that support the narrow, solitary two-lane auto span that connects Last Island to the mainland, it invades, consumes. Water should do neither of those things.
And yet Last Island has shrunk over the past decade. Astaire is certain of it. He remembers patches of swampland dotting the span, the islandâs lifeline. He remembers long beaches of white sand and crystal-clear waters on the islandâs southern coast. And while he, a practicing psychologist, is aware of the dangers of altered memories, he is also very sure that the images in his mind have not been exaggerated by the passage of time.
Heâll have to check the historical data from the satellites orbiting Octanneve V. It wonât be a challenging task. At this point, Astaire has hacked through Federation defenses so often that it comes to him as muscle memory.
Astaire presses his hands against the searing hot concrete barrier, pushes himself back as if he must force himself to retreat to the waiting hovercar. Sliding into the driverâs seat, he resumes this last leg of his trip, descending to the island.
The two-lane overpass that connects Last Island to the mainland long represented the edge of his world. It is the southernmost point of Moisant, a large city administered by the Licei, a Krusual clan of Federal citizens. Descendants of the small portion of Krusual slaves in the Empire, the Liceiâs distance from Matari politics and current affairs can somewhat be compared to their distance from Matar itself, where they maintain a small token holding in the Tronhader Valley. Their true homeland is this marshy, low-lying city, as well as its smaller sister city south of Caille, Mylain.
Where it touches the island, the overpass becomes a road; indeed, it is the artery that bifurcates the narrow strip of land, five miles long and one mile wide. The sun is low, and the island is quiet.
Moisant is two cities: the one seen in daylight and the one that comes alive beneath the soft touch of her moons.
The marina is just as still as the rest of the town, brimming with silence soon to burst into noise. The warm scent of spices cooking greets Astaireâs nose as he steps out of the hovercar. He follows the smell around the building to the pier, which is much too long for the short stretch of land that hosts its point of origin.
A slender figure made darker by the shadows cast by the setting sun is stirring something in a pot nearly as big as she is. She looks up as Astaire approaches her. âIs that craw and rice, or something more nefarious?â he asks her, reaching out to take the stirring rod from her.
She slaps his hand lightly. âWhat does your nose tell you, chou?â She continues stirring.
âMy nose tells me that the herbs youâre using could be seasoning or the first phase of a banishment potion, Mata.â
Mata Kaya arches a carefully maintained eyebrow. âWho taught you about potions?â She sets the stirrer aside and opens her arms for a hug, which Astaire returns.
Kaya is the chief of Clan Licei. She is the consummate Krusual of stereotype, at least as far as appearances goâlithe, dark-haired and dark-complexioned, all cheekbone and sinew. A mischievous sparkle hovers in her eyes; she seems to always find something funny.
âHow is Mata CokĂ?â Astaire asks while looking into the pot.
âThereâs nothing in there but craw and pira,â Kaya remarks. âAnd Mata Licoqi is doing fine. Sheâs working, just as you should be.â
âYou asked to see me. Iâm here.â Astaire shrugs. âAnd hungry.â
Kaya looks at him for a long moment. Her gaze gives him the sense that she is looking at someone who used to be where he is standing. Her expression clouds. âVery well. Straight to business.â She uses a straining spoon to pluck out the pira and craws and pour them over a bowl of rice. âLetâs go inside.â
The marina was built to take in light, and in the shifting shadows of the growing dusk, the dark spaces are unfriendly. A janitor is mopping the hall as they pass through. Kaya nods to him, and Astaire offers him a smile. Jobi has been looking after the marina since before Astaire was born, and taught Astaire much about fishing, navigating the swamp, and talking to girls.
Kaya receives a smile, but Astaire only gets a polite nod. Astaire is wholly unfamiliar to Jobi.
At the end of the hallway, a pair of double doors divide the marina from the adjoining restaurant. Kaya pushes open the doors and chooses a seat near the windows that look out on the now-indigo sea. Astaire sits as well.
Kaya sets the bowl of seafood and rice on the table, directly between the two of them.
âWill you eat?â
Itâs as close to a prayer as either of them are likely to get. Clan Licei honors its ancestral spirits through its traditions, many of which have been passed down over centuries, many of which have been touched by superstition. A Licei will not eat in the dwelling or presence of a person he does not trust. Partaking of a personâs food or hospitality invokes the privilege of guest right, and a guest or host who does harm to the other in violation of that right is deeply cursed.
Astaire takes the bowl and picks a spoon from the tableâs set of silverware.
As ever, Kaya cannot be certain that Astaire is paying mind to the tradition. He is too Gallente to care, she thinks. But he knows that these traditions are important to her, and he knows what the gesture of eating illustrates. Perhaps this should be enough for her.
She doesnât often see the face of the eager little boy who used to crash the marinaâs hoverboats just to have something to fix. That boyâs smile could cure a million wrongs; his laugh made the air in the room feel light. That boy scoffed at his motherâs tales of old clan heroes, but then told those tales to his friends at the next campfire. He expected nothing, enjoyed everything, and wished for a future where grief was but a villain in a tale.
Then grief stunned him thrice, and the man now seated across from her breaks apart the craws and sucks the meat from their shelled heads with neither the glee nor even the impish innuendo of the boy he had been. Of all her machinations in her clanâs life, of all her rescues and interventions, he is the one for whom she most acutely feels regret.
She saw the boy again recently, although the man doesnât know that she spotted him. But she will take her time leaning into that conversation.
Astaire has accumulated a collection of discarded craw shells beside his bowl and is now eating heaping spoonfuls of redfish and rice.
âYouâve been making more errors in judgement lately, chou.â
âDinner and a scolding,â Astaire mutters into the rice. âJust what I came here for.â
âThis isnât game theory,â Kaya warns. âThis is the worst scenario unfolding. We donât have time for Tananarive to fix what your impaired judgement breaks.â
Astaire sighs in exasperation. âWe donât even agree on what the Black Dagger is. We canât say for sure what the timeframe is.â
Kaya hisses at his use of the full euphemism. âEveryone in the Circle agrees on the identity of TBD. Everyone except for you.â
âMelisma isnât convinced either,â Astaire points out.
âMelisma should not be your model for behavior right now.â
âWhy not? For sleeping with the frenemy?â
Kaya rolls her eyes. âWeâre talking about you, not her and her priest. Youâve been given two objectives. Youâve failed at both of them.â
Astaire sighs. âIâll own the first one. But the second one? You asked me to find the city-ships if they were there. Iâm still sure that they exist, but if they do, they arenât in the Great Wildlands.â
âThen youâd better start searching elsewhere and find them.â Kaya leans back and folds one leg over the other. âYouâve already let your kinswoman outclass you once.â
Astaire spots the bait and declines to take it. Kaya is attempting to twist his insecurities around being only half Krusualâand hiding that half, as wellâinto a jealousy of Tananarive, who is full-blooded. But Tananarive has a natural talent for deception that Astaire simply does not possess, and he canât bring himself to envy that particular quality.
âWill do.â Astaire manages to make the promise sound blandly noncommittal.
Kaya smooths her ponytail over her shoulder. Like most Krusual, she wears her hair in a long, narrow strip on her scalp. Unlike most Krusual, her hair is long, stretching to her lower back, and she keeps it tied at the base of her head.
But Astaire, of course, is not allowed this, or any other tradition. Heâd been stripped of his tribal identity ages before. His clones are not permitted to bear his clan marks, or his former tattoos, or any tattoos at all save for his Voluval mark, and even that is in a place that was typically covered by clothing. He suspects she let him keep the markâthe Cemi, or Spirit-Touched, a sign of leadership and spiritual connectednessâas a sour reminder of his many failures.
When the Circle saved him from Serpentis, they gave him a fully Gallente new identity. Astaire understands the subtle move. He is still an outcast.
âAre you bringing the girl again?â Kayaâs quiet but firm voice is almost lost in the clatter of Astaireâs spoon against his empty bowl.
Astaire chuckles. âMore like sheâs bringing me. But yes. If we check the Drone Regions, Iâll need her help.â
Kaya sees the little boy flash by in the light of Astaireâs eyes like peeking through windows, reborn for a moment. Then he is gone again. âThen youâre telling me that you need the help of a non-kinswoman to do your own job.â
âYep.â
âThatâs disappointing, sipam.â
He rolls his eyes a bit. âIâve been in space for all of two months. Give me a break.â
âWe donât know when TBD will strike. Could be six weeks from now. Could be tomorrow. They will give no one in the cluster a âbreakâ.â
âThen maybe she will be a good person for us to have on our side until Iâm up to speed.â
There is a sensor dampening field around Astaire that deflects all insults before they can touch him. But Kaya thinks she can best it.
âMaybe,â she hums. âOr maybe youâre wrong yet again. Maybe she canât be trusted. She is Ammatar, after all. Her allegiance will always be to the most convenient party.â
Astaire narrows his eyes.
âItâs in her nature, sipam, just as duplicity is in yours. Itâs hardly a criticism. Just a statement of fact.â Kaya tents her fingers. âToday, she helps you search for city-ships. Tomorrow, she tells everyone that you are anti-Republic, because it pleases her masters. Itâs a matter of business, child. Donât take it to heart.â
âItâs not about business. Itâs different. Sheâs different.â Astaireâs jaw is clenched; heâs speaking through his teeth.
âYes, chou, of course. Youâve won her over, Iâm certain. It was your charm, or your financial security, or your considerable political status.â
She has named things that Astaire does not particularly have. He leans forward, slides the bowl and spoon aside. âMataââ
âWhy else, sipam?â Kaya offers him a grin, all teeth, glimmering against her dark skin. âWhy else would she show interest in a man like you? You have nothing. You have no past and can offer her no future. You arenât particularly interesting or handsome. You arenât even sure who you are. The new name we gave you is still foreign on your tongue. Your new body startles you still, every time you look in the mirror. And your mind grasps at the embers of your love for Drienne, that opportunistic tramp. Thereâs no room left in that stone heart of yours for another woman. What more than a passing fancy could keep her around? And what could you possibly do to make her genuinely care about you?â
âShe wants to meet you,â Astaire says.
His tone is even, plain, blank of emotion, and yet Kayaâs head whips as if sheâs been slapped. She expected anger, belittlement, at least frustration. But Astaireâs gaze is placid, watching her with infinite patience.
Now the plan unfurls before her. This was intentional. Heâd intended to share this news with her the whole time, but reserved it in case she tried to manipulate him, which of course she did. Then he let her rile herself up, build to the height of her argument, and then let it fly, maximizing the effect of his announcement. At the same time, heâd proved that he could still manipulate just as well as any Krusual. Kaya feels a swell of pride.
âShe wants to meet whom?â
âMy clan. The people who are close to me.â
âThen you told her that you are Krusual.â
âYes. She wanted to know. She deserved to know.â
âWhat else did you tell her?â
âI told her about Ira.â
Kaya almost winces. He now refers to that past life as a different person. How should she feel about that? âYou speak too freely, sipam. We gave you a new identity for a reason.â
âShe deserved to know.â Astaire leans back and crosses one leg over the other. âIâm dating her, Mata.â
This time, Kaya does wince. âYes. Unfortunately.â
ââUnfortunatelyâ?â
Kaya closes her eyes, then tries to look smug. âMarrying into the clan was your only route back to acceptance, sipam. Yet youâve thrown it away.â
âFunny. I thought that fulfilling my life debt was my only route back to acceptance.â
The clan chief thins her lips.
Astaire sighs. âNo one is talking about marriage right now, Mata. Even if we were, there are more important things than whether Iâm officially Krusual.â He pushes his chair back from the table and stands. âThis grows tedious. Show me what I came here for.â
âVery well.â Kaya stands, collects the bowl and spoon and places them in a sink, then ambles out of the room and starts toward the pier. Astaire follows her.
Outside, true night has fallen, and the sky is indistinguishable from the sea. A fleet of boats, both hovering and otherwise, waits at the dock. Kaya selects an antigravity-fitted hoverboat that looks like a traditional airboat, with a large fan attached to its stern for an emergency source of propulsion. She starts the engine and moves to the back to steer, but Astaire stops her and takes the captainâs chair. She stands on the deck just below the chair, watching the dark horizon.
âI saw her before, you know,â Kaya remarks. âWhen you brought her to the restaurant. Sheâs a cute, spunky thing.â
Astaire looks at Kaya but does not comment.
âA little bit of Vherokior, maybe?â
He squints. âJust how good a look did you get?â
âA very good look. My eyes are everywhere, remember.â She wraps her hand around a railing and steadies her feet as Astaire hits the open ocean and throws the boat into full throttle. The engine is relatively quiet, and they travel with only a single low beam to light their path. Both of them know the way.
âSheâs rather young. Did you tell her about your children?â
âI donât believe I did, Mata.â He sounds tired.
âYou should. It might matter. Women can be rather testy about that.â
âIâm aware.â
The shore is a row of distant lights, blinking in and out against the shadows of the bayou beyond the island, and then, farther beyond, the skyscrapers of Moisant. Overhead, in different directions, the two moons of Octanneve V glow against the black.
âHow did you meet her, anyway? I am genuinely curious about what about you interests her. Oh, donât give me that look, chou. It isnât that you arenât worthy. But you, ah⌠come with quite a bit of baggage.â
âMata.â
They ride in silence for a while. The lights on the shore become a hazy line. Everything else is pitch black.
âAre you sure youâre ready for another relationship, chou?â
No answer.
âDo you think youâve changed enough to avoid the mistakes you made with Drienne? Have you learned the lessons you needed to learn to make things work this time?â
No answer.
Kaya glances back at Astaire. His gaze is on the horizon, wherever it is. He blinks a bit and looks at her.
âDid you hear me?â
âYes, Mata. For the sixtieth time.â
Kaya frowns and looks away. Sheâs not asked him sixty times. Yet she understands that his words are literal.
Astaire kills the engine and the low beam, and they coast. There is darkness everywhere. Forward, backward, above, below, all around. They move as shapes against the black, mere outlines themselves.
They have arrived.
Kaya taps the secret code against a dim holokeypad. Twenty seconds pass. Then, at some distance, the ocean begins to tremble. Slowly, a massive structure breaks the surface. The dark hull is only given away by the displacement it causes.
Once the waters settle, Astaire and Kaya approach. The hatch opens, and a crewman exits. He secures the hoverboat while Astaire and Kaya descend into the watercraft.
Inside, their path is set by emergency lighting and gently illuminated signs.
âGood,â Astaire says.
Like much of the technology in Moisant, the submarine was designed by Astaire, with assistance.
First they head for the control room. Astaire rests his hand against a biometric pad on the inner hull. âMAYA, acknowledge Keyholder.â
âAdmin âRootâ identified as Keyholder.â The AIâs voice is gentle, feminine. âPlease authenticate.â
Astaire checks his datapad and repeats the code he sees there. The control room lights up fully, revealing several boards and panels that were previously hidden.
Kaya nods. âGo ahead. Check the specs.â
Astaire runs a full diagnostic, and finds the results satisfactory. They return the control room to the submarineâs commander.
They pass the cafeteria on the way to the living quarters. The skeleton crew manning the ship is mostly gathered here. The crewmembers salute Kaya and Astaire as they pass. Astaire speaks with them briefly, asks them about their short time so far aboard the submarine. Asks them whether theyâre comfortable.
They answer him as they would a friendly Gallente stranger.
Astaire doesnât need a tour of the residential cabins. Kaya gives him one all the same. The cabins look more liveableâmore comfortableânow that the submarine has been launched, as opposed to when it was being finished, when Astaire last saw it. The rooms are set up like hostels, some with tall bunk beds but most with hammocks also strung up in bunks, conserving space while retaining touches of the clanâs culture. Theyâve been painted in sky blues and marsh greens and sunset pinks; artificial windows offering views of the city and swamp give the illusion of being above the surface. Every conceivable necessity and amenity is aboardâprivate rooms and baths, entertainment lounges, gyms, swimming pools, even a fishing pond made to imitate the marsh.
The submarine can contain thousands of people at once, travel at speeds of up to 30 knots submerged, and sustain itself below the surface for 120 consecutive days. Armed with state-of-the-art missiles and concealed within two tough hulls, it makes a difficult target in the clanâs home waters.
Astaire deactivates MAYAâs super key, and he and Kaya head back to the surface, to their hoverboat. This time, Kaya takes the captainâs seat. The journey home is dark and quiet.
âHave you been running the drills in Moisant?â Astaire asks.
âYes, sipam.â
âAnd the clan understands why?â
âTo some extent.â
Astaire sighs.
âThe more people who know a secret,â Kaya says, and Astaire infers the rest. âWe have told them enough to prepare them for the worst. They donât have to pin it on you.â
Astaire nods.
âBesides, it isnât only about you, or about Blackguard. Things are happening, and trouble is brewing, whether the cause is TBD, invading entities, or some other madness. We have to preserve ourselves.â
Every now and then, Astaire readjusts his feet to accommodate the movement of the boat over the water and its infrequent swells.
âWe still have to determine who would be sent aboard the sub if the need arose.â
âThatâs rough,â Astaire says. âGood luck with it.â
Kaya narrows her eyes at the back of his head. âI said âwe,ââ she states. âI meant it. The clanâs leadership. Me, Licoqi, and you.â
Astaire turns slowly to face her. âI am not clan leadership.â
âNot yet.â
âI am sipam, Mata. Youâve said it yourself, countless times. Either I am a part of the clan or I am an outsider. You canât have it both ways.â
âAnd I am Mata. My will is your command.â Kaya leans the steering stick idly. The haze ahead is separating into individual lights, city signs, beacons, night owls at work or play. âYou will work to become gua, and fulfill the promise of your Voluval, removing the ugly spirits from us. You will take up leadership of the clan when I grow too old.â
âI donât want that,â Astaire says.
Kaya scoffs. âYou have spent the past twenty-six years doing what you do want. And where has that left you?â
Astaire looks away.
âRight back here to us.â Kaya scowls. âDuty first. Clan first.â
By the time the ship returns to the dock, the lights on the island have dimmed. Astaire departs over marshlands darker than space.