Hello, everyone.
I’ve been wondering… is it common for capsuleers to fly without any baseliners aboard? I’m looking to keep baseliners off of my ships for as long as possible, and while this is certainly feasible for smaller and less complex ships, I’d like to know when it will become necessary for me to start using baseliner crews, and if there are any workarounds that could potentially allow me to fly solo on larger ships.
As those of you familiar with my situation no doubt remember, I’m still very much afraid to die out there, and I have found little comfort in the idea of losing my life only to be replaced by a clone. However, I also realize how incredibly callous I would be to wallow in my own existential anxiety, without considering the lives of my baseliner crews, who I would be putting at equal - if not greater - risk.
They may do nothing to ease my fear of death, but I can still recognize that backup clones are a great privilege. They guarantee that I will always have a successor to continue the life I leave behind. They give me the comfort of knowing that my friends and loved ones will not suffer the pain of losing me, and that my legacy - my story - will have a chance to continue on, even if I’m not there to see it for myself. Baseliners do not have that privilege, and if I were to vent about my emotional struggles to them, I doubt they would sympathize.
That’s why I’ve decided that unless and until can I overcome my fear of death, I will not employ baseliner crews on any of my ships. I will fly solo - just me, my capsule, and my ship - for as long as I am able. I have no business taking the lives of a crew into my hands, until I’m comfortable taking my own.
The smaller ships I’ve been piloting up until now have functioned just fine without crews. My Atron - the Courage - probably handles better solo than if it would under a baseliner captain and crew. Ditto for my Venture, the Happy Harvest. My Nereus - the Hopeful - functions pretty well for a ship of its size, although docking and in-station maneuvering is a bit cumbersome.
My new Catalyst - the Fearstopper - is a bit trickier. There are a lot more systems to keep track of, and without a crew to man them for me, it can get a bit overwhelming sometimes. It’s nothing I can’t handle, but if I continue to obtain larger and more complex ships, then I doubt I’ll be able to keep this up for much longer. It’s going to turn into a pretty significant handicap sooner or later.
So, any thoughts? I’m sure I’m not the only capsuleer who wants to avoid baseliner crews for one reason or another, and there must be some kind of workaround involving AI or something like that. Heck, it wouldn’t surprise me if some madman out in null-sec has figured out a way to fly cruisers and battleships by himself.
Or, maybe… I just have to get comfortable with the whole idea. One of these days - whether I want to or not - I will probably have to ask ordinary human beings to risk their lives on my ships. And when that day comes, they will deserve to know that I am willing to risk mine without hesitation or complaint.
And from where I’m sitting, it’s hard to imagine myself doing that.
Regards,
Alicia Nguyen
Independent Capsuleer