That’s great, but a killboard is not required for that.
A killboard is meant to be seen by others.
You can’t just ignore that. A killboard isn’t just for you. If it was just for you then you would just brush that loss off.
No, a killboard is seen by others too, and when it’s “tarnished” then it bothers you, because others will be seeing it.
Something something about self-confidence you don’t realize in yourself,
thus try to find in others by showing off your abilities. Sounds very teenagery to me.
If you solely cared about your personal achievements, then you’d not be giving a ■■■■ about your killboard. That’s not what you’re doing, though. You’d be proud of yourself all by yourself and you would not feel like there’s an issue with people using alts to gain kills which look like they’re done solo.
You know how the situation happened and that should be all that matters to you!
As long as you’re telling the truth, anyone not believing you should just ■■■■ right off because they’re assholes!
I can respect you for the fact that you’re working for something and that you’re trying hard to achieve it.
That I really do. Still, a killboard does not represent you. Only you represent yourself.
I can understand that you might believe there is no better way of “showing off” in regards to solo ship combat …
… and I totally agree with you that “solo” does not equal “me and my alts” …
… but you should try a better approach, because - in the long run - you’re going to be unhappy about it.
Please understand that …
… while it’s respectable to shoot others …
… it’s not quite as respectable to believe that’s any sort of achievement.
It really isn’t.
Your solo kills are dime a dozen, hundred times over and done by hundreds of others …
… and your killboard will always be ruined by people using alts for helping.
You don’t come across as an insecure loser at all …
… so I guess you must be a teenager …
… who hasn’t yet fully figured out where his self-esteem truly comes from.
(PS: just take the compliment)
(PPS: killboards don’t get you laid)
(PPPS: try something more original and unique, than having a killboard no one will remember anyway)