Arrendis speaks truth here.
The moment you start seeing and referring to yourself as immortal, is the moment you die inside.
Do everything in your power to protect your sense of wonder. That innocence. This cluster will do everything in its power to destroy you. And not just the physical sense.
So with that said, find things you love to do and engage in that. Be it baking, or tending a wind garden. Taking holopics of the various nebulea found out in the black.
Welcome capsuleer. May you never loose that sense of wonder, and Cold Wind favors the strong.