Look, Funkybutt, I’m not gonna be one of these idiots with their empty boosterism ‘oh, no, you’re totally a REAL Blood Raider, you just need to be one in your heart’ bullpucky. The Blood Raider Covenant is an organization. They decide who belongs to that organization, and you’re not it.
You’ve finally picked up on that.
That’s not a bad thing. You know where you stand now, and where you stand is above them. Omir wants the blood of capsuleers because Omir wishes he could be you. But he can’t. So maybe, instead of trying to be Omir… you should think about being you.
Figure out who you want to be, and be it. Maybe that’ll mean being a pilot in pirate space. Maybe it won’t. Figure out who you want to be, and what you believe, without the Blood Raider crutch… then go be it.