You have this silly idea in your newbie head that people here pay for their subscriptions with ISK generated from PVP.
I said this before, PVP is a isk SINK, not a FAUCET.
A lot of people in this game pay for several accounts with RL’s money, and probably spend far more than you have spent in your ganked character just to bring him up to date with injectors.
Or do you think you are the only person in EVE who has discovered extractors / injectors? In order to pay for a subscription with ISK, you need to buy PLEX - the only way to seed PLEX into the game is if someone buys them with RL money.
Your problem is you have spent a lot of money to top up your char’s SP, but you lack the experience and knowledge to know how the economy works. The fact you want a shop selling every ingame item for money shows how much you know about the game and its idiosyncrasy.
Let’s go over the killmail that started all this. Yours. Did you see the “dropped” category? That’s what you dropped - only 13m isk. That’s what was available for your killers to take. Two people. 6.5m isk each. Do you think you can earn your monthly sub with such numbers from PVP? Don’t be naive.