I mean rely I got no idea why I play eve anymore and the worst part is some things I want to try seams out of my reach for now.
I mean I want to try Invasion or Incursions or live down in null and sure I can but I don´t want to do it alone and when ever I look for a corp or some active fleet there is often 2 things that won´t allow me to do it like I can´t fly the ship that is needed and I have to wait a week or 3 months or like I noticed with Invasion and incursions they want you to fly 2bill fitted ships.
Sure every one starts from scratch I know I need to work hard to get does 2 bill +2 more bill to be able to afford to lose. But man im sick of doing level 4 missions or T2 abyssal or trying scaning and end up finding more carbon I can shake a stick at. Im sick of doing same ■■■■ over and over to pocket change to save up to that 4bill.
Yes yes yes I know I have to start somewhere but man it starts to remind me when I worked sorting screw all day I quit that job becuse it made me depressed
The worst part is every one is so damn gung ho on min maxing so they rely want you to have that ship so the fleet can be as optimal as ever.
So im starting to think shall I just suck it up and admit that eve is not for me anymore and find another game.
Im skilling for a Legion on my main but still 25 days to go.
Yes I joined a corp but it is a high sec crop and they do the same thing every day mining and mission runing and some pvp roams.
But yeah I don´t know anymore I want to enjoy eve but it feels like I can´t do it.