I’ve had some really good interactions with the folks that ganked me AND the random folks I’m giving my stuff too. The ambush wasn’t anything personal. They don’t hate me. I just screwed up and gave them a fat juicy target. Entirely my fault.
There’s nothing wrong with admitting I’m lost my edge. I can’t compete like I use to. This episode reinforces what I’ve been suspecting lately. My mind just isn’t quick enough to keep up with all the variables in a PvP fight. And I like PvP so knowing that means I’m not going to enjoy playing. Why stick around and be nothing but a target?
I had a great time for years. This game was fun for me for quite a while. I’m not really happy that I need to quit. But I do need to quit.
Giving my stuff to the folks that ganked me amounts to giving my stuff to the younger me of the past. Those folks are still in the fight and enjoying this game like I use to. Good for them!
Who knows? Maybe they’ll be flying one of my ships the next time they hit somebody.
We have many older people in our ranks , our eve is a community that we enjoy being apart of and we all fly to our own limits ,no other requirements other than being an ok person. Give us a try if you don’t really want to leave.