I wanted to quickly put my mark on this post before its closed abruptly via the moderator chopping block.
I had a deep reflection about myself the other day: am I a good person, or am I a bad person ?.. Well, it depends if it’s in-game or not, or maybe it does not depend because I think that in-game or “RL” after all its the same.
Everywhere you read: suicide gankers, scammer, spammers and griefers are such nice people in real-life: they must have good jobs, they must respect other people, they have kids and bring them gifts home, they sometimes are house-wife’s taking care of their kids and make cookies for their neighbors. But while the kids are sleeping and the cookies are baking, they grief and exploit other players and make their game experience a misery because they exploit game-mechanics devs cannot resolve. Right ? That is what you hear.
Then I think about myself: I never spam, never grief, never kill a miner, never suicide-gank, never lie, never smack talk in local, never ever kill a new bro, I try always to help others as much as I can, I sometimes re-reimburse the ships I am killing because I feel bad about having done it, I accept on purpose duels in front of Jita knowing that there are 3 Rattles waiting in-station ready to blow me up, I mine on purpose in ventures in front of the nose of suicide gankers so that get content, etc. etc.
But then I think: does it mean that I am a bad person in real life and I try to be nice in game to compensate ? Sometimes I smack talk people in forums yes I admit, sometimes I insult people really hard in real-life, sometimes I get warnings from CCP that I will be banned from forums if I continue to behave like that. But basically that’s it. I see nothing else I do wrong.
So finally, I am back square one and I conclude: the bad guys in-game, so called nice people in “RL” are in fact also ass-holes in RL (like for instance the OP). Right ?
Strange… I feel I am going to have nap and think more about this, but I will not quit EVE yet unless I am perm-banned because I delay the station docking timer.