Wax poetical about loyalty as much as you like. Your friends have made their choice.
Your corporation’s motivations have been made clear. Their resolve to ‘destroy’ those to whom you are appealing to not discount your loyalty is clear.
You were once loyal. I believe you remain so. This charade must cease. Otherwise, your decision is to allow the whims and wallets of your corpmates and collaborators corrupt your actions.
Let this be another example that you can point to in future
in which you proved your resolve and loyalty to The Empire. Or let it be the example everyone points to as the end of Stalking Mantis’s loyalty. The choice is yours.