I was more scared of losing her to other pilots and letting them have the free kill.
I knew at the start I would lose but I wanted to see the damage after you down their special blue shield.
The loss of my first dread was a chapter in a book. I have my attention towards fighters and training for Carrier pve.
At the start, I was reading up of them and was trying to find out the sort of loot. I was almost not going to do it and park it like I was scared.
Told myself so be it, lets see what happens and a good thing about the video clip is i did it my way.