Your endlessly running in circles is a metaphor for the Achuran religion. There is no beginning, no ending, no meaning, only endless maya — illusion — with no escape. You run and you run, but you will never find anything, because the Achuran religion offers no hope and no salvation.
Take one last run — into an Amarr church — and kneel. There you will find what you seek. There is your only hope and your only salvation.