Na thats not the point. I play EVE for like 15 years now and you can count on the fact that I have done everything you do and a lot more, excessively. It simply doesn’t make a lot of sense to me, (efficiency wise) to do it like you describe it. And to be honest, I have never met anyone who does it that way, thats why I asked.
But okay, if it gives you fun, feel free. At least I now understand why you keep self destructing over and over.