CCP –
You only know me for the money I have spent with you.
For that lone reason you must really love me a lot.
I struggle with this love because, it feels fake, scripted and terribly inconsistent.
Love shouldn’t feel this way…
You gave me an opportunity to climb many obstacles and achieve amazing accomplishments I only dreamed were possible in EVE.
Every step of the way, you made it harder for me though. Your communication was poor, Your empathy was non-existent and you struggle to be consistent on almost every topic you share with me.
I would train my skills in one direction only to learn for the past year, we were going a different direction with our relationship. This happened more than once to be just bad luck…
Each night I went to bed feeling tomorrow will be the day where we will be in sync with each other.
You have shown zero compassion to my feelings and when you disappointed me, you asked me to work harder, understand, be flexible and most importantly trust you.
Every time I try to live up to the direction you are taking EVE, I have been abused.
Today, I wake up to find out, you expect me to pay more for this lifestyle in EVE.
What will I get in return that is different than the abuse I have taken for years?
I hope you are not the jealous type because, the friends I have made in EVE are still together but, just not in your game as much as we once were…
GOLDI