You are mistaken, it is my duty and privilege to remind any and everyone of what awaits them. Not as some artist or philosopher who will convey beautifully a deep truth to inspire those set aside to take their salvation into their own control, others may do that in that way.
No, I am to convey the other thing. The ugly truth, the shadow that follows the absence of light so closely you think they are kin. Many of you, Amarr too, have settled into a kind of willful blindness, a most timid nature borne of the greatest trauma.
You all coast from feeble philosophy and fact to another while spending no time each day considering what you are when you will not be. Death is something distant, a life changing experience you do not think to prepare for your entertainment is the crutch you need to face the day, maybe someday far ahead you will be able to face where you are actually going in your lives.
But you should sooner. The need has not decreased for each of us to consider our souls and this seemingly comfortable house is going to crumble before long.
I wonder how all of you will be affected by thirst when you first know it truly. Am I very wrong to look to that day with anxiety? To not declare what I see on the horizon? To worry at it like the landlord who knows that the rent is being drank away, with never any real control because how can you live another’s life? No control but still the one who will bring the ruin and take from them what shelter the shirker has.
The State is an obviously corrupt institution Aria. Like many things which I am empowered, thanks to God, to hunt as I see fit. No fire is cooled for the sani sabik to inspect the nature of yourself, surely none is spared to inspect the nature of that which you are charged to look over. To serve as constant reminder of the superiority of God and God’s chosen in all matters of war is what I was born for. …And to serve when Reclamation can no longer be done by artists.
The very philosophies we live by become who we are, they are imbued into the nature of everything we create. So what then do we do when our creations corrupt us? Do not all of us advise a friend against that which is harming them?
Isn’t it in our very nature to another time tell lies to a friend to keep them in the sickness you share with them?
“They were lying to you, don’t listen.”
Do not begrudge the Holder their surveys but perhaps it is always in the nature of the prey to resent the predator no? If resentment from the Caldari people, heretics, and those among the chosen who have doubt is directed at me then are I not doing my job well? To bring fire to the heretic, warning and comfort to the faithful, not your propagandized and reduced “she hates Caldari.”
But take heart Aria, it is not genocide I wish for but for the most easy transition possible when the inevitable comes.
Think of those who may lay down their arms and choose the peace of submission because of the overwhelming horror that is before them. When they look to their Diana Kims as their defenders and see the long word of God stretching back through all history marching unbroken well, …it will be difficult to stay so wilfully blind.
This is a truth that needs to be told, that the more you run from the awareness of your mortality the more frightening it will be when you face it. That to God, all these things are already done.
Any and all investment into the culture, defense, or goals of the Caldari State is a a venture that will reap horror and death. Would you not warn everyone you could I’d you knew for certain such a thing too?
You people all worry about this and that and all ignore looking inward. Examination of who you are will reveal such harsh truths as this.
Change your diet I say, but fifty years later have you listened?
Change I have told you all, through canon, and cannon and constant reminder of what and who I am.
I was not put here for no purpose, I am not unfeeling. It is not for animosity I remind the Caldari of their place but for love and concern. Can you not see what God has inflicted on others who have done even less than you whores of babylon? Why and how can you remain loyal to the philosophies that beg you to only think of your value to those who own you.
How can you exchange parents for prison guards and not be hiding some great inner shame?
How can you ever desire these corrupt institutions and loyalties to nothing over what God has created?
Is there not constant sorrow over the beauty and purity of your own home that is now forever lost? “The tea that grows here now will never taste the same as before the fall.”
Is that not a perfect enough sign that the State is doomed? To see her symbol fall and crash and ruin the pure ideal forever all to satiate the ego of a liar who was desperate to escape death.
The Caldari I knew were not afraid to look inward and face what they saw. That changed after Heth and you all know it.
All of you know I am right. That if you face your death you will see your lives more clearly.
God is the truth, the truth awaits all who seek it but is not found in every place you can look. Take away all history and we would still rediscover the jump drive eventually and so too if you wash away all that is corrupt and stay only with what is pure, examining yourself honestly, you will see the truth of God and wonder no more at your purpose.
It is painful, it is difficult, I know too. But in the end it is the only sanctuary.
All this nonsense of expansion, corporate politics, neo policy venture models, or renaissance movement, none of it will manifest into anything that will help save the State, they will only ever serve to accelerate it’s ruin just like every other decision made by the corrupt.
The very proof is in the fact that the State, supposedly a institution of merit, cannot decide upon nor act upon its compounding cancers and is foundering while the supposedly arbitrary blindness of the Amarr has gifted century after century of unparalleled harmony and advancement.
Following the philosophies of a fractious State who has failed it’s people even as it consumes them to continue is going to lead to more of the same.
Or perhaps you think one day Diana Kim, Kaalakiota, and some scientific breakthrough done by an overworked and stimulant reliant entertainment junkie who has substituted all good things humans need for a point system are going to suddenly burst into a utopia.