His own direction. Quite a difference.
Instead of an artificial mental construct put in place by someone else?
You tend to make points against the Triglavians and Sansha, but what is the essential difference between bioadapting, cyberimplanting or cursing someone?
You could say Again Ms. Tsukiyo, you show your lack of understanding. What i did was to (insert really good motives that totally justifies what was done)", but so can everyone.
Triglavians maybe willing to proof test their theories in an empiric way rather than the Sleeper racionalization and simulation preference. Sansha may be running an effective organization where those people may actually feel like they are contributing to something bigger than themselvesin a way certain things we take for granted are secondary to this.
You exercised power. Because you wanted. Because you could.
And it makes my heart warm and fuzzy and other places moist and slippery. You go girl.
But when you get “a little mad” or “mildly annoyed” because something happened to your pet project , one that happens to be a human beign with all the ugliness and beauty that this flesh receptacle manifests, it could be that the main issue was not unleashing a “potential threat”, but rather the annoyance of a condescending ego that no longer decided for someone.
And/Or something else of course. Your heart knows better, it is your journey, and you have not reached out to me to “meddle” in it. (But if you want to talk about it, let us have some tea over it)
If you are annoyed and mad, do something with it. Go put a leash on him, put him down guide him to (insert your happy/suffering place/state), join his efforts, whatever. Do things. He does.
I just kindly ask you not to make me part of some youth drama involving some sort of mystical love triangle with girls fighting over a boy (or at least, make it pass on the Bechdel test).