Actually I gather a lot of Achura are first drawn to the capsule by the philosophical implications.
See, what the monks spend years or decades learning to do with weapons, that erasure of the border between arm and weapon, user and tool, self and other? A pilot does that routinely, every time we jack in through the neural link. One moment you’re a scrawny little organism half-smothered in ectoplasm, the next you’re an armored war machine the size of a town.
Thing is, I don’t think it really … works, all that well. I mean, how many practitioners do you really see in the pod?
Sure, we get the short road to a perceptual sleight-of-hand that normally takes years of practice to pull off, but do we actually, you know, learn anything from it? Does it make us wise? Or do we in practice just kind of go, “Oh, cool!” and proceed to carve a bloody swath across the stars like everyone else?
(Maybe the really wise ones just have a short, productive career hauling planetary vehicles or something and retire, so we never really see them.)
Ah! Hee. Well, that’s fair: I do draw some inspiration from certain old paths, and the path of the sword is in a very real sense alive and well in the overarching State culture.
Actually there was even a time when I sort of conceptualized myself as a sort of wandering warrior monk, even maybe a sword-saint. But then I noticed something that’s kind of … latent, in that mythology?
A proper sword-saint is a murderous asshole who treats human lives, at best, as steps on a stair; at worst, as cobwebs to be brushed aside.
And, even if sometimes I might have kind of wanted to be, I’m … not. It’s a bloody business we’re in, but the deaths don’t make me stronger or bring me joy. They even kind of eat holes in me. I’m a fighter, sure-- a killer, many times. But I’m not the kind of pitiless, blazing soul who can survive a path defined by slaughter.
I dwell on the damage maybe more than I should. But partly it’s to make sure I remember it’s there. And that it’s supposed to hurt.