@Queotzcatl
I’m a bit concerned - because some of what you’re saying sounds like you are having real life challenges - and no matter the state of the game I’m truly sorry for that and hope it works out for you.
This is just a game. It needs to stay that way for all of us. Take a break - take a walk. Hug a cat. And remember its only pixels.
I garuantee you theres a way you play and have fun that doesn’t cause you this amount of stress - you just need to find it and I hope you do.
Now I want o answer you seriously on a number of the points that you keep making, and I hope you don’t take them as insults. The fact is EVERY player in this game has gone througfh periods of trying and failing and trying and failing - sometimes spending billions of ISK and hundreds of hours on strategies that just don’t work - and then it feels perfectly reasonable to rage at the imbalance or unfairness of the game.
But. Honestly, with no disrespect or malice intended, it really looks like you have focused on a strategy that just WILL NOT work, and instead of understanding that and adapting, you are doubling down and blaming the game and game balance.
Queotz - that’s like someone playing rock paper scissors and complaining that his rock needs to be bigger.
Eve has always been about “bring more numbers” and one player can NEVER defeat multiple players no matter how big the ship or how much they spend. The trick is to make the ship not worth the effort by being too cheap or too sneaky or too damn tanky so that the cost or time it takes to kill it is not worth the effort.
The bigger the ship you fly the bigger the risk - you know this!
Looking at your zkills.. and in general the theme of your posts, You became a bigger target and ESPECIALLY when you equip with high value modules you attract players who are MUCH more expxerienced than you in weighing the cost/value in blowing you up.
That will never change. No matter youre ship - you can be outfought and outgunned by much cheaper ships when they gang up on you. It has been this way since the beginning of the game.
THe fact that you love your blinged out marauder has blinded you to the fact that you fitted it wrong and made it a target by trying to use it in a way that makes it almost useless.
It takes them 3 seconds to learn what the potential value of your ship is. If it is more than the value of the ships they will lose to gank you then you will be ganked in high sec. Even if it isnt but you carry one very expensive item - they might still gank you for you 50/50 chance it will drop. Or if they are bored.
They are expert at this. They are fast. They don’t care. Nothing you say in game or in here will change this reality. It is and has always been part of the game.
Advice:
Don’t bling your ship with more fancy items than the value of the ship itself.
Don’t carry ■■■■ worth more than the ship itself.
Gankers are scanning you and running calculators to see if its worth suiciding you before you know they are there. Assume you are being watched constantly. - and sometimes will do it anyway even at loss just cos they are bored.
Don’t fly anything worth more than 20 mill without focusing on DEFENSE and EHP. Plug your holes (EM!!!) and have an escape strategy if the ship is too preciuous to lose. ECM drones for example sometimes can pull off a hail mary if you’re tackled.
Don’t wear faction or officer gear when you’re solo in ANY ship unless you’re OK with losing it. And you WILL Lose it.
Most importantly really: Don’t get salty or lose your ■■■■ when you lose your ship. That’s the game. Whining here in forums is just putting a bigger target on your back. It’s ONLY PIXELS. The fun is the friends we make along the way. I can tell that you’re hurting about this stuff. That’s not good man.
Lastly - and will all respect cos I think this point might wound you a little, and I’m sorry cos I don’t want to put more salt on the wound, but I really really think yoiu need to understand this before you dig yourself deeper:
I think you need some help understanding basic ship fitting and ship roles. MANY people have already pointed out that your fits really REALLY suck for what you’re trying to do - and when you argue with them very often you seem to misunderstand very simple concepts like EHP and resistances. Understanding ship roles is a core requirement for Eve. When to use a hammer and when to use a scalpel. The Marauder is an OK ship type sure - but it comes with heavy playing penatlies for the unwary. Fitted right its a proper lion.. but it’s not a dragon. “Bastion” is a death sentence in PvP for a solo operator against a crew that know what they’re doing, regardless of cycle time.
You also seem to be misunderstanding the catalyst and dismissing it a bit like its unfair such little ships can have such devastating impact (try telling that to a piranha when you wade into its waters) - and seem to think that just because its cheap it should be unworthy.
In eve cost doesn’t matter - thats kind of a secret it takes a while ot learn. The Catalyst is an EXPERT assassin. It is MEANT to be a pack predator - A hyena to your lion, and 10 Hyenas can totally wipe a lion no matter his size and strength.
Catalyst is a key part of what makes Eve fun. A ship anyone can fly and anyone can afford thats spent a few weeks in the game. It fits in almost every combat scenario as a vital tool to combat large ship aggression - including blob warfare. It is the ship that anyone can jump into to have a go at swarming a titan. It is the king killer - an ultimate balancing tool when players with big ships and bigger wallets get uppity.
Without ships like the Catalyst a lot of players would be locked out of many fun playstyles. You’re getting a lot of grief here becuase the idea of buffing Marauders just to meet the challenge of “10 cheap ships” is for many people here a ridiculous and a losing concept. Eventually it will throw the whole ship balance out of whack. Gankers will just find other ways to kill you.. and your required fix “More ehp” does NOTHING but delay the inevitable - as others here have been telling you.
Maybe - just a suggestion - You need to take a step back and try to understand what people are saying. Try flying something else.. If you MUST fly battleships try something like Dominix - It stopped being meta years ago but its still a hell of a fun ship to fly - and a lot cheaper, and if you invest the skills in it a Domi Navy can be absolutely terrifying - I LAUGH at 10 catalysts in mine and its only t2 all the way through. Gate campers scan it and go on their way - and when someone DOES try to take it out it will be a close call. In fact I will go one on one with your blinged out marauder in my domi navy any day of the week
Domi works especially because players have started to forget how to counter some ships as they get rarer in pvp. There are a lot of hidden gems out there that people have forgotten how to fight - BUT EVERYONE knows how to screw with Marauders. They are the popular meta and so is the guide on beating them.
How about this Queotz: Be different. Think different. Don’t just be one more maruader pilot salty about losing their billion isk ship - try something nastier and cheaper. Maybe you’ll have more fun?
Maybe some of this has been hard to read. Its not personal - I have made enough mistakes to know how you feel and why. Honestly it helps to take a step back. POlease also understand that not everyone here is out to get you or make an enemy of you.
If you can figure out how to make the game work, and be happy about it, Eve will be better. Eve needs happy players.
Fly safe!