Yes I know my english is shitty but belive me it´s better than my Swedish that is my damn native language.
I will proboly get allot of troll and ■■■■ for this and why do I even make this topic. Because im a moron and love to talk with people because well im a people person.
Anway wanted to say I hope all of you keep having fun for another 17 years and fly safe and also stay safe during these trying times.
Im heading of becuse im not having fun anymore logging in feels like going to a job you hate like oh I gotta mine or do mission runing again so I can afford to have fun which we all do but 1 month and a half of same thing again and not feeling like I make any progress. Instead of doing what I would love to do.
Well I don´t mind grind but when it stops beeing fun I will have to admit to my self that maybe it´s not a game for you anymore.
I remeber when I started out (man does learning skills I hated them) Man I had fun everything was new and fun and yeras later even more fun beeing in null bashing a pos or being in a fleet fight with capitals.
today I log on man gotta keep making that isk so I can afford ■■■■ maybe join a corp yeah that went well first one was only me online for 17 days straight, Other one same thing third one said fine you can come and join us in null here have a free venture go and mine until you can afford a ship to ratt in well trying to make 300mill in a venture or level 3 mission felt like a job which yeah I know I have to do it but maybe I should not joined a null corp until i had the isk becuse even if I was in a corp I was alone in hig sec until I could afford a BS or Gila so it was not that I had to make does money that pissed me of it was im joining a corp but yet I feel alone every day mining away while they had fun.
Man I have so many found memories like the time a Tengu burnt hes weapon to fast he had to let my PVE fitted raven go because he could not shoot me anymore haha.
Or the first time I discovered null and lost a harbinger some some people in frigates and like okey what´s happening and man are these pirate npc I had no clue it was real players at first but man it still felt awesome.
Logging in today I just feel oh time to go back to work I guess please shoot me.
Well I got all that out the system please don´t hate so much on me okey im not begging for isk im not trying to sob. It´s just that I want to love this game but im not having fun. I just feel bored, frustrated and please end it all when I log in.