Failing non stop daily*
Can’t stop ganks so move onto the next thing to fail at 
Really shows how you’re a smooth brain when you literally have to be told after all those years of failing to never stop a single gank that scooping loot is aids
You’d think with the hundreds of hours of watching us loot trillions it would occur to you
Well at least I have not run away crying Mr brave sir robin. 
As for saving people it was also an additional cost factor on the gank for no real cost to me because no one was ever able to gank my logi. But to really hurt the gankers loot denial is the best approach which is why you lot cried so much about the wrecks being ganked:
By the way I was heavily involved in pushing some people to gank the wrecks at the time, so I had got there with freighters before being in Knowledgeminers channel, however he made me see it as being even more important in terms of the lower level ganking such as haulers and the like. You lot were so rich you got to the point where you did not really care, but many of these Tornado and Vexor gankers do. Does this help in gaining enlightenment?
By the way when are you going to get your run away ass back in game, freighter ganking is still doable you great wet blanket…
Unlike a self-acclaimed alpha male ROFL, I have no fear of admitting my mistakes.
PS I am AP’ing a freighter at this very moment, because I can, sucks to be you!!!
Yes, you are more like the black knight who got all his limbs cut off and continues to think he is somehow capable of winning anything at all.
I wish you all the best in dealing with that.
Like many people I have had depressive episodes myself. I too realised this:
I did that. Like, really. When the police picked me up for the second time and brought me to the hospital they wanted me to take their ■■■■■■■■ medicine, which REALLY made me break down super hard. Not the “medicine”, but the fact that they wanted me to take it.
I’m hardcore when it comes to mental techniques, meditation (spent most of my teenager years meditating almots every single day), learning how to be smarter. Decided to stop being 2016-Sol and went back to my teenager self, which meant: “You get through this or die trying, like you always did.”
The fact that I’m still alive - for a multitude of reasons - actually made more more proud than anything else.
Figured out how this whole ■■■■ works and what actually mentally gets people to kill themselves. Fun Fact: Apparently it’s logic that eventually gets people to kill themselves. It’s one jump to a logical conclusion to the next, until the final logical conclusion which declares inner peace … and then people end it. Logic, as you probably know, is heavily influenced by feelings. Figured that I need to use techniques to silence my brain when the onslaught (you know it) happens, no matter how long it takes to just sit there and concentrate. My attention span is insane for modern standards) and accept the fact that thoughts are nothing but mirrors of inner states, not something actively created.
Decided to embrace the fact that the most sensible thing I could do is killing myself, combined with this immense part of my personality that simply outright refuses to accept literally any wall or obstacle. (There’s this scene with the not-Edward-Norton Hulk declaring “That’s my secret. I’m always angry.” Fits me perfectly, just that I’m not angry.)
Spent time actively seeking tears. Musical therapy, basically, which helps washing ■■■■ out of my system. One needs to figure out how that works, but it’s extremely effective.
Took me a year to get from 6-8h a day crying to crying once a week. Took me another year to get it down to once a month. Now it’s 2019, I’m pretty much my teenager self again mixed with the wisdom of an almost 40 year old person who spent most of his life on self improvement.
Btw … the “chemical balance” thing is a myth. It’s not accurate. You should do more research. They have no actual idea what’s going on or why ■■■■ helps. No one really knows what’s going on, but I can safely quote Keanu Reeves who figured out that “You’re not suffering from depression. You’re suffering from the world around you.” That’s pretty much a fact, because people don’t suffer from things randomly. “Random” doesn’t exist. Rewriting physics isn’t acceptable.
Can’t speak for everyone, though. You do you. I’d never suggest anyone to do what I did, because that was pretty rough. The one (of two) advice I can give you is: Spend all your time learning how to improve yourself both cognitively and physically. It’ll change your life. It doesn’t matter how long it takes and there’s no “end goal” to achieve, which makes this even better.
The other advice I can give you is: Don’t let feelings and motivation dictate your actions. Learn how to stand up against your lack of motivation. The big secret is saying out loud that you don’t care, listening to your voice, NOT YOUR THOUGHTS and just doing it.
The modern human is a slave to his feelings, mistaking them as willpower. They make their actions dependent on them. It’s ■■■■■■■■, though, because everyone can do anything and it doesn’t ■■■■■■■ matter if he wants to. Only slaves depend on their motivation to get them through life and getting rid of this dependency should be paramount for every conscious living being.
I have books about hypnosis, neurolinguistic programming, almost all books written by Robert Anton Wilson (seriously, buy those. All of them. Start with the Cosmic Trigger series). I even own a copy of “Dianetics” simply because it’s a part of the whole idea of self improvement, no matter what the stupids say.
Hm. What else.
Eating was the number one thing I started doing as soon as I noticed my mood dropped. I never before drew the connection, but it’s actually obvious. When that didn’t help I just kept escalating until things went better again, because “■■■■ this ■■■■ even if it takes me hours”. Nope, I’m not fat. : p
Oh and here’s a really good one:
Animal fat and sunlight. The mix is amazing!
Top priority in the summer: Get colour and eat fatty stuff. No ■■■■■■■ kidding!
That’s all. I’ll go back to my usually portrayed self now, if I may. I’m a walking chemical imbalance full of ■■■■■■■ awesome and often I cry when it gets emotional in the new She-Ra on netflix! I cry like a baby, it’s harmless and ■■■■■■■ hilarious! 
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Man, you almost made me go nuts looking for that reply of yours!
I went …
“1 Reply” … where is it? WHERE IS IT?
WHY IS IT NOT THERE?
Then I scrolled up.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 
Sorry to confuse you like that, but your post about depression was seriously impressive and I certainly can feel for both of you from what I know of my own experiences which I may add, cannot be compared to either of you two in terms of impact.
The logic comment is also something I understood very well too.
This episode is the best all season.
The going got tough due to over fishing and a reduction in players which resulted in less opportunities and bling boats and you gave up.
So when it suits you and makes the game easier you want the game changed. HTFU laddie
Except every so often someone does it, for example I was watching Kusion doing some JF hunting last week.
Tedious, LOL, made it more challenging, brave sir robin…
Why do I bother typing to you when you ignore the whole content of the post 
Failure in game and failure in the forum too 
Was that content?
I know you effectively stopped before the bump timer was implemented, I saw your activity fall off at the start of the year. I understand your reasons, you have said a number of times that there was less and less good prey. I have taken that on board, and I have also told you that this bump timer will result in people being stupid again which will entice people to do freighter ganking again at some point.
I just explained in AG chat channel that the bumper timer was a nail in the coffin so to speak, but the lack of good prey was the main reason. And I repeat, you were too successful because it was too easy because of this unlimited bump.
People will start auto piloting and putting more stuff in their freighters and at some point it will be fun and games again. That is the cycle or prey and predator, it is not exactly difficult to understand.
At some time you will get your head out of your ass and say, hmmm look at all that loot, time to get back into it.
And you say tedious, and I say a bloody massive strategic advantage that gave you the ability to take your time to get set up made you massively lazy.
beware old guard supporters!
the table has turned!
your end is coming.
There’s no evidence that will happen, you only think it will
Unlike what you think, there is a large barrier to entry to freighter gank. Knowledge, mechanics, isk and dealing with the large amount of thieves and tards messing with you.
Even if people started loading up freighters and start flying like idiots again, these people aren’t going to just start appearing en masse
If the traffic was back to pre 2017-18 and all my friends were playing sure
But that’s not going to happen
I run 32 accounts when I gank, do you honestly think I’m lazy? If I wanted to play again it would be 38 with the new points, running that many accounts extra is nothing but tedius
Even if I shelves that onto another player, he’s now having to run 6+ points, it isn’t hard to point a ship every 3 mins, it’s tedius
Another thing we have to do, which makes it that much less enjoyable and wastes even more time we have to prep and run them
Bumping isn’t just used to catch a whale 10 jumps from a fleet to wait till they logged in.
It takes heaps of time to pull Concord, equip the right ships, undock load guns and make sure they’re in right hotkey slots, jump all the gates to destination, prep guns to fire, get loot team there and in position, prep the freighter for warp in.
And doing this quick with 20+ dps while you’re bumping is very difficult, especially if the bumping is hard depending on fit, system, interference ect
Just because we make it look easy doesn’t mean it is
How so?
All this proves is that Overward is a spergy beta orbiter who can’t decide what side of the fence to sit on - one day he is ganking, the next day he is a miner begging for forgiveness, then he comes crawling back like a whipped dog…
Once you go CODE, there is no other road…
Oh no, I’ve no real intent of rejoining CODE. I just thought it’d be fun to visit Overmind’s corp. I have always liked him, and if there is any hope for CODE., it is for you to all realize @Overmind_Niminen is the best mind and purest representation of James’ will there could ever be.
I’ve actually decided to continue down the traitorous path all the way to Gobloktown where I’m going to build a whole village of Gobloks. Also, I’m going to gank Aiko’s killright scammer alts. Mostly I’ll just be doing some wardecs, ganks and doing my best to liberate Highsec - mostly from their possessions to whatever extent I am able.
All that said, though, I do still stick to what I said about I’m not going to be a career salt farmer and make fun of people outside of game. That’s all just too … extra … uh … fam. And I’m definitely done with the stale New Order roleplay.
Anyway, eve is changing, Highsec is changing, and it’s time for a new Saviour and a newer order. Listen to Overmind before it’s too late! Do not mistake his kindess for weakness!
EDIT: To be clear, although Overmind is loyal to James, and I am not, I have pledged my loyalty and friendship to him, and I consider myself allied with him and CODE. Origin.
Are you punishing people with mental disorders? That is just an awful Culture you come from.
May I ask what culture that is?
Nah. It’s more like we don’t really produce psychos. Peaceful cultures in general are much less likely to punish, and more likely to just diffuse conflicts.
We have a lot more of that social cement going on that binds people to each other, creates warmth, and patches up any differences.
Do you really know anything about the subject?
And please tell me where I can find this peaceful culture, it sounds like a place I want to visit.
Yes, I do. And no, I cannot tell you where it is. I lived in the United States for 5.5 years and saw the misery there, tried to tell people there is a better way to experience life, and failed every time. They were just kind of immune to the idea, and could simply not access that emotional state.
You will have to discover it on your own, I’m afraid. I can only tell you to go Eastward until it kind of feels right.
